He doesn't know it anymore, neither do I

Can a survivor of war go through the tortures and sufferings all over again? Aren't survivors labelled to be stronger?

Would you rather kill yourself than go through it again? In that case does it mean that the ordeal has caused you to become weaker? But u're a survivor right?

So at the end of the day did you become a stronger or weaker person?

And when he chooses to give up and end his life. Should it be seen as a weakness or that he possess the wisdom to know that what comes after is no longer worth surviving for.